
Lulu had a scare.
We went with friends to the arboretum last week and she took her bear bear along. We laughed, we played, we ran, we jumped, and we even threw a few pumpkins.
We left a little early to get her ready for the first of her two Halloween parties.
It wasn't until hours later that we realized- where was bear?
We looked in the car, the bag, the stroller, everywhere it might have been.
She SWORE she gave it to someone, but couldn't recall exactly which someone.

A frantic phone call to friends generated this response:
"No she didn't give it to me. But, when we were walking in Hayden (her daughter) said 'mom look, Lulu has a bear just like that one.'" I got the exact location and prayed it would be there the next day.
Lulu cried herself to sleep. Snuggling a paper cut out of the bear bear she made me days before.
We arose early the next day- armed with donuts, a promise we would "look everywhere we went yesterday" and a heartfelt prayer.
"No we haven't had anything turned in." said the lady at the information booth.
So we started to walk to the exact location bear was spotted the day before. I watched as she ran with high expectations, only to see her shoulders slump in defeat. Bear wasn't perched atop the pumpkin. It broke my heart to see her deflated with sadness.
But.. wait what was that? A small something sitting behind the pumpkins on the ground. Could it be? Could we be so lucky? Why yes, yes we could. Kissed with morning dew sat a much beloved bear.
Note to self- keep better track of bear.
Note to other parents- sure it is darling when your kid gets attached to some special little something and because it warms your heart so, you cultivate the love of this little object. But remember there might come a day when that little something gets lost and unless you had the foresight to purchase the EXACT SAME something you will have many lonely and sad moments. It's cute and all, but could, quite possibly, be the death of you.

